" addicted to HIM. "

2007-01-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

haPpy neW yeAR

its new year right from today :) new resolution! yeah! ahah! my resolution is of cause to strive for teh better * winx * ahah! i mean kays! real mean! lets hope the year will be a good one nd not those like shitty ones! * bluek * ahah! i aint niting much to say bout new year though, im eager to meet my friends on the 3rd of january! school reopens nd study right. aBEGINS * shivers * anyway,yesterday had my hair cut. fringe also being cut. actually,a whole new look :) simple hah! new hp :) actually its same motorola,just that papa bought me a new one but its in PINK!! pink okays! ahah! love you papa! thanks! hes the one whom paid for my hair cut also!

anyway.,my intention also is to say that i might close down my blog for a moment when im in school. i wish to concentrate more on school cause i might just have too many homeworks till ive no time to blog or anything. its going to be sec 5 life okays people! i know its going to be tough nd i mean real tough. i donte even know if i can handle it. donte even know what class nd teachers am i going to be with. i hope that will be a smooth year this year for me. pray hard! i got to go. take care everyone nd once again., HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL (:

2006-12-30T02:14:00.000+08:00

okays.,its like 2 plus in the morning right now nd i just simply cante get to sleep. ive been thinking lots lately nd aint sure what is it all about. boyFRIEND,school nd almost every other ~~stuffs~~. i think its enough. you can continue this game if you wish to. i donte mind but donte wait till ive made my own decision. even friends.,i mean your friedns know that we're not what we usually use to be. well,he just asked me online. you work nd its okay with me. i donte mind since its your choice but i donte even know bout it. come on! its bull~~SHIT~~. im dead for this game ready. donte wait till i declare BOYFRIEND,YOU CAN DO WHATEVER YOU WISH TO ND YOU CAN GO ON YOUR OWN WAY WHILE IM ON MY OWN WAY.,LETS NOT GET INTO EACH OTHER WAY OR TO DO WITH ANYTHING WITH EACH OTHER ANYMORE. i donte wish to do so but if its that bad then im left with no choice baby. ive no regrets,thats what i told you the 1st day when we're back together. i donte know if i should regret it. im still thinking. just what do you take me for. im serious boyFRIEND. think bout it urself. maybe we arent fated to be together nd happily ever after? i donte know bout that cause im not the god. whatever it is.,im leaving it to you! you decide okays. im bored of your game nd donte make me start my game. good that ure working. just take care of urself while working kays.

dEdICAted tO fltRi

i'll wait till you get your number nd i'll change my number kays. no worries friend.sorry cante talk to you just now cause was watching that channel u show. its a ghost show. i need to concentrate. im sorry. if you wish to talk to me,just tell your brother nd i think he'll understand kays. or you just say that i need to talk to you. maybe he'll give in to you. or maybe i'll talk to him bout it kays. you donte worry bout me too much kays cause i know what to do. i'll eat my medicine when im sick nd i wonte forget you kays (: so no worries friend. take care kays. donte miss too much * winx * get back to you as soon as i can get you kays. hearts!

2006-12-28T20:19:00.000+08:00

6 more days to school!! OMG! ive not done anything to my hair yet. im just not ready for school! can the school or MOE like delay the opening of school? hope they can man! new year is coming soon nd its a new year for everyone out there nd including myself (: new year nd sec 5 for me nd my friends. its going to be tough i know. we have to slog ourself every single day studying nd getting ready for our O levels. we cante fool around like how we use to when we're in sec 4na8. well,we do fool aroud nd its LIKE every single day,like HELLO!! people in my school knows how ~~well~~ we are in school. the school is like not our school nd iis like our playground. cante forget those days when we are together. whole of 4na8 is a camwhore! serious! though some are not close to each other,we still enjoy being in the same class (: tahts 4na8. im so going to be miss those who must leave 4na8 nd go on woth ITE life. all the best to you guys kays. i love you all lots. * winx* this sunday is hari raya haji,going over to my nannys house. its the usual. but,this year is a lil special cause im going over there to meet my uncles son (: he must be cute like his mummy (: nd strong like his daddy! im happy for the couple. a new life is born (: cante wait to see him. our family is getting bigger nd bigger (: im loving it. ahah! have not been meeting nd talking to boyFRIEND. wonder what he is up to nd all that. im not at the least worried cause i now that he knows theres a limitation to everything. i felt like giving up nd just concentrate on my new year but the feeling of GIVE UP always make you regret at the end of everything. im trying to take things slow nd understand everything (: ive to be patient with him though. fitri told me everything.., hmm., i cante make any decision right now boy. you knew that too. to forget your all your ex is a difficult thing. i hope you understnd it boy. i cante forget bout epul nd your brother just yet. im serious. you must give me time to solve everything step by step. thanks for being there always (: i really treasure you lots. you must go on with other girls if ever anything happens kays. but wwhatever happens,im always here as your lil friend (: i got lotsa things to do but im not done with it yet., its like never ending. ahah! will blog some other day again. take care.

2006-12-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

hey people!! i freaking lost my IC yesterday after i came back from school! ergh! its $100 to make a new one. OMFG!! this is so shitty man! im stressed bout my lost IC right now. serious! told boyfriend ready though. tasha knew bout it too. fitri nd zul also knew bout it ready. i told them casue i need to tell anyone thats willing to hear it. mom nd dad knew also. definitely they have to know right. theyre the most important people that must know bout lost of items nd aspecially my IC! argh!! * screams * iiena followed me to the police station over at admiralty cause i have to make a report nd guess what when i reach there,the mr policeman said theres no need to make a report,just go to ICA buliding nd tell them that you lost ur IC nd see what they'll do for me. it that it?! all the way there nd cante make a report. what if i need it?! again! boing boing! im jumping all over the place man in this house! hope someone might just found it nd willingly give it back to me or smtng. i need my IC oh GOD! hur hur!! can a miracle happens whereby i can return to yesterday scene nd bring back my wallet which contain my stuffs. nd so that i wanote lose my IC for GOD SAKE!! argh!! ergh!! im going mad cause of this. nd i donte know why? am i crazy or what? maybe i am. okay! why am i like blogging to myself? i mean its as if.. i also not too sure of what im blurting out over this blog - bang head! i better stop here before i get worse nd shouting all over this blog of mine (: ahah! im crazy! niwaes,i MISS my mr boyFRIEND.

2006-12-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

its 0143 am right now. just visited felicias nd celestes blog. over at celestes blog,she post bout this crush thingy. nd want to know something,its damn true,so do TRY it out people nd see if it work wonders for you (: heres the url. http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/267152332 must eat my medicine in a couple of minutes cause my FRIEND is waiting for my message to tell him that ive had my medicine. hes caring kays. hes caring cause EPUL told him to take good care of me since he wanted to get to know me the other time. but we're just friends kays. we joke nd laugh at stupid things. ahah! i miss EPUL badly! i miss you EPUL! hmph! i really do man! take care kays EPUL. hearts!

2006-12-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday was all about results day. it was our n level results. shivered like shit. feel like shitting! im like freaking serious man! ahah! couldnt get to sleep the night before. i was thinking if i could make it. ahaha! LAME! ahah! how lame it was though,still im doing it. ahaha! TASHA!! u pass. LALA!! u pass. nd to all out there you all did make it to no matter where it is. ITE or whatever thing,still,its schooling kays darlings (: so,donte worry. you all will still make it somewhere one day. just do your best in whatever decision you all take nd work it all OUT kays. my best wishes are with you all. * winx * i got 10 points though. good or bad,i made it so i think its good (: ahah! people want to say anything,i donte care cause i pass. 10 is 10. taking o next year man! OMG!! ergh!! must start to study! ahah! met bf yesterday after i took my results. met him at marsiling mrt station. saw raymond,yan cing,kumar nd nurul at marsiling! im like missing them since i quited my job. huhu! went home with boyfriend. we ate pizza! so full after 2 slice man. showed him my results slip cause he wanted to see it BADLY. miss him loads! miss miss!! nd also! had fun when shana nd nina was spraying my hair!! ahaah! cool! kinda tired right now nd not that in best mood to post any longer. but i wonte forget to say THANK YOU to THOSE WHOM WISHED ME THE BEST FOR MY RESULTS. ND IM HAPPY FOR ALL MY FRIENDS WHETHER THEY MADE IT OR NOT CAUSE I KNEW THEY HAVE TRIED THEIR BEST (: HEARTS YOU ALL OUT THERE.

2006-12-15T20:37:00.000+08:00

didnt post like for ready 4 days (: was working nd reach home late most of the times. tired always man! ahaha! but ive been doing well at work! happy happy! 0n the 11th reached home at 8 plus. working at yew tee,chua chu kang nd also at marsiling (: tuesday was at err..,well,i forgot! ahahah! on the 13th,was suppose to go for breakfast with raymond,kumar nd sharifah at 715 at kembangan. woke up early nd was ready to go out!! but too bad!! my gastric pain! ergh! shit man!! den ive to rest for awhile. i messaged sharifah nd raymond to inform them that i wonte turn up for the breakfast but will turn up to work as usual. went to changi village,loyang point nd also pasir ris! loyang point!! OMG i tell you! its so deserted man. only a few people go there. serious! thats 1 thing,another thing is that at pasir ris. the people are so dead! theres no noise over that area but no worries pasir ris residents!! cause nurul,me nd kumar were there to brighten up the place!! ahaha! we made fun of ourselves. nd 1 funny thing that happen was nurul,kumar nd me made a rope when we were crossing the road. ahaha!!! finish work at arnd 800 pm nd then went to meet boyfriend at the new soccer court. cause its our anniversary nd we went for dinner. izzat nd zai was there too (: the more,the merrier! the funny thing was before we ordered our food,we're so hungry! but when the food arrived,we're all full man! but we all still eat the food. ahaha! then we bought food for shahril to pass it to him since he wanted us to buy it for him. boyfriend nd me then walked to shahril house to pass the food then they talk for awhile. boyfriend nd me then continue our journey to my house to sent me home (: reached home at arnd 1245 am. mother nd boyfriend nd me had a chat. ahah! mother nd boyfriend both tried to talk me arnd so that i'll stop working. ahaha! 14th is the pit! bought all the food nd it cost freaking $40! but only like eshak,crow nd anand turn up. nina overslept so she didnt go. me too didnt turn up for the pit! its raining anyway! boyfriend is the 1 whom accompanied me to but all those stuffs okay! 1 thing is that i cante buy chicken! cause eshak say no need. i cante do anything cause its not my money. so yar.. i just bought whatever i can with the $40 for them. boyfriend helped me to carry the stuffs. thanks boyfriend so much! muacks! we had lots fun when we were otw to meet crow at marsiling mrt to pass the stuffs! ahah! we were so crazy man yesterday! ahah! love him much!! love love! we talked bout our ring. to have it engraved in the inside or outside. ahah! nd also! went to admiralty neighbourhood police post to do boyfriend changing of address but guess what! ahaha! the something that can change it,was down so boyfriend must go today! ahah! it was raining kays nd we still went but thats what happen. ahaha! boyfriend curse nd swear! ahaha! its so funny cause he talk so much! ahaha! we laughed nd laughed. hes adorable (: my mr BOYFRIEND!! went for dinner at cwp. his friend bought movie tickets nd we didnt know. his friend treated us cause its his pay day. we watched ERAGON. its nice! 8/10 is what i'll give for that movie (: eragon is cutteeee man! ahaha! hes a dragon rider! ahah! we then when to take the 912 over at civic center!!! we waited so long for just 1 freaking bus!! im getting sleepy nd tired man! still had to work in the morning at 645 am nd im still not home. reached home at 1245 am. told boyfriend to call me at 4 or 5 am to wake me up when hes back home. woke up only at 1030 am man! ergh!! forget it,i quited ready for working. ahaha! boyfriend donte really like the idea that im working. but i insisted when we were talking bout it yesterday. nd he was like for what nd no need all that. he badly want me to stop working nd all that. ive stop working boyfriend!! okays (: he also say what for i work when hes going to work starting from 26th. ahaha! nd he told me that this coming sunday,after his soccer,hes going to treat me to a meal (: ahah! meal on him. him him! ahaha! i really enjoy being with him. love him lotsssssssss! today hes going to his aunty wedding thing. the wedding is tmr but hes going today to help out (: so,i wonte see him for today nd tmr (: sunday!! monday!! * bang head * * bang head * its results day!!! i really want to pass!! pass pass!! nd go to sec 5!! * praying hard * at 2pm must be in school. FYI,i still have not done anything to my hair man! ahaha! but will do so on sunday i GUESS. ahaha! but for what i know is that when the day comes,i'll be perfectly ready to take my results just taht i'll be in my nervous condition! * worries * thanks to those whom wished me all the best for my results taking! lots thanks! remember tasha that we'll pray together that we'll get through kays! nd we'll also pray for the rest! im ready like freaking out whenever people mention bout the results taking. OMG! i also cante wait to meet the rest on the 18th (: yeahness! its a long post man! OMG! ahha! will end here i guess. take care okays! amelea lurfes everyone (:

2006-12-10T20:23:00.000+08:00

went off to work at 700 am yesterday. woke up at 530 am! what to do,have to report to work on TIME!!! so yar..,reach kembangan,we went through everything again. nd then it was time to introduce ourself (: that is so funn! fun fun!! really. ahaha! went to tiong baru,was station there. at about 3oo pm,went to bugis (: lotsa people was there. busy day man! then,went to arab street till like 630 pm,went off from there nd walked till bugis back. took bus 960 so that i can drop at marsiling mrt then walk home. reach marsiling at arnd 715 pm then went to teh tarik to buy my dinner, have not ate for the whole day okays cause was busy working. i drank a lot cause it was a hot day! the sun is blazing! ahah! bought chicken rice nd also f&n strawberry. thats the whole for my dinner. reach home at 810 pm. took a bathe nd then straight to rest on my bed. didnt sleep though. off to bed at 1 am. was tired,body aching everwhere. today! woke up at 810 am cause i was woken up by a message by fitri. ahaha! well,he just got back so he was asking how am i nd stuffs. well,im finnneeee kays mr fitri. as usual (: he called me then we talked cause he wanted to meet me nd furthermore,i have something to be pass to him but everything was cancelled till the last min cause his gfs parents wanted to com ehis house to meet his parents. im not mad kays fitri that ui cante make it. i understand (: theres still other days. nd he told me that he'll mae it up to me by giving me a treat. its okay! ahaha!

well,today went shopping! shopping feels so great! a chance not to be miss when ure given the time to shop,shop all you can!! ahaha! bought a mini skirt,two tank top,a black cardiagn(its like netting),bangles nd also earrings (: ahaha! almost spend my whole salary! OMG! nd i know its time to stop ready. ahah! but i didnt bank in some of it so that i wonte finish up my money. but the day was niice! uber niice!!! haha! reached home at 730 pm (: nd here im stucked to the com. ahaha! theres work tmr nd must report by 830 am. its like that from mon-sat,thats my working day. donte know what time will i end tmr. its nice twork but just that iv to bear with the tiredness that i have to face every single day. teh fun thing is that i make new friends! its nice! wondering where will i be station tmr * wondering * another tough day (: but ive to be positive everyday nd make it a fun day for me so that i'll enjoy it. its great also cause im helping out for the orphans (: just hope that tmr i'll be station at a nice place nd not some boring place like tiong bahru!! it really sux i tell. luckily went to bugis (: hope tmr will get to go orchard or something since now is a holiday nd people tend to go to all these places.

n level results are coming out soon! OMG! its like 8 more days?!? * shivers * im like so worried for it. yeah i am okays. i really am praying hard that all of us will get to go through sec 5 together * praying hard * will meet my fellows classmates nd schoolmates. tashas coming back this friday! cante wait! i miss her!! miss miss!well,think i'll stop here (: feeling tired * aching * take care all.

2006-12-08T21:03:00.000+08:00

woke up at 600 in the morning! like hello,in the holiday,fancy me waking up at 600 in the morning! thats crazy okay. ahah! open my eyes nd bathe. called shidi nd boyfriend late by 5 mins cause my bathing was long (: ahaha. woke them up then i went to get ready (: met shidi under his blk. he went to buy cigarettes then i went off to meet boyfriend at marsiling mrt 1st. met him there. then,waited for shidi to arrive. we then went with our journey. reached there at 905 am. thats late by 5 mins (: ahaha! everything was still alright at 1st but then it turn out a lil bad cause uts so long! 1 hour kays we waited! OMG! damn LONG!!!! long long!! boyfriend nd shidi got ang mo kio while i got at yishun. its okay though. ahaha! went to gateway east for the 2nd interview (: so fun! serious! nurul is one of the trainee (: shes lovely man i tell u. i love her. my trainee is sharifah. shes great (: everyone there is great i tell you. they are all niice! niiiiiiicccceeee okays! ahaha! friendly nd not shy. just our 1st time met,we talked as if we knew each other for like yearssssssssss! ahaha! they talked bout boyfriend nd stuffs like that. ahaha! went was at yishun,near the 7-11,saw ABDUL with sister. then,while we were about to walk away from there,my trainee was talking to one of the guys infront of 7-11. but well,the chinese girl got the deal though cause we talked to them till they wanted to give us (: tahts sweet of the boys (; sweeettttt!!! theyre cute! some only!!! cuuutiiiieeee! ahaha! but too bad!! ahaha! okays,im already feeling tired cause was out the whole day. whole day okays!! tmr must wake up early again! at 830 am must be at kembangan plaza ready sia!!! imagine that * imagining * ahaha! will be back quite late i guess. might be going off to town (: well update tmr.

DEDICATED TO KAK LIYANA (:

heys kak liyana,really hope that youll read this which is dedicatetd to you (: im not mad ready kays. it has pass so long ago. learnt from you alot! by reading your blog,i really learnt alot. i SWEAR! people change. nd i really hope that i'll change for teh better nd not for the worse. i really want to learn from you. nd im fiineeeeee! okays (: thanks for asking. hope that ure doing fiinnnneeee also. do take care kays nd keep on blogging (: all the best for your o level results later on (:

2006-12-07T19:36:00.000+08:00

holla!! amelea is here again (: ahah! miss my blog. ahaha! wee,yesterday went for the job interview (: ahaha! was okay. tmr ive to attend the orientation. by 9 at kembangan plaza (: thats early man! so early! ahaha! boyfriend also attending. we're going to work at the same place! ahaha. well,actually,when i went for the job interview yesterday,i called before going but he was having a headache so he was kinda blurr nd told me that he wonte make it. at night,around 1030 pm,i was asked to call. i called him then he was like you called nd told me bout the work nd all. ahaha! i explain again nd gave him the number to contact nd whom to contact. all done! this very morning when i was about to go off to bed at 1130 am,my hp rang nd it was him. he was like you can help me call the person nd asked if theres still vacancies. boyfriend boyfriend! ahaah! i called the lady straight away. i called her nd pretended to be another girl but not the girl whom called her yesterday. i called boyfriend back nd told him it was still on nd i gave him the address nd all that. he went with shidi. they are funny! funny funny! they called me every moment. nd the funny thing was when they ready reached the 21st floor,thats where the interview was held,they called me again! they asked err,want to say to the lady nd all that (: ahah! weird right! i thought they knew. ahaha! orientation! orientation! ahaha! hope evrything is going to turn out very well (: i donte think so i'll blog tmr but i'll see how it goes kays (: i miss TASHA KEIRA!! come back soon baby!

4na8,donte forget bout the pit on the 14th!

the pit is confirm on the 14th kays. donte forget to pass your money by this aturday! please kays. anything,contact me or eswaran!! cause tuesday,they going to buy the food nd all ready with ron. the pit is till 15th morning around 7 or 8 kays. those who can ton then ton if not then its okay. will meet you guys soon kays. most of us are going to be there (: so please 4na8!! so turn up kays. the payment is $10 nd also $0.50 for the card. the $0.50 i calculated by nazirah nd hui lin (: cante wait for that day!

well,thats all i guess for today. love to everyone out there! love love!

2006-12-03T22:22:00.000+08:00

wanted to meet boyfriend but he cante make it,so it was cancelled! yeah..,he told izzat that he would call me ltr on but im not going wait cause if he feels like calling then he'll call but if hes not going to call then its up to him. i donte really expect if not,he just aint going to call. so,up to you boyfriend! just now went out for lunch at KFC over at cwp with my mom nd siblings cause its my brother birthday. actually wanted to go to pizza hut but i donte feel like eaTing there so thats the reason (: mom bought my brothers to KFC 1st while i brought my sister with me to 4 leaves to get the cake that i wanted to buy for my brother (: he is so lurving it nd he say that he wants some more of it. ahaha! while i was otw home,guess who i saw at the bus stop in front of fuchun secondary school. it was DILA,the girl whom boyfriend told me about. she was with her sister,which is my god-sister. who cares though. ahah! reach home at 730 like that,bathe nd settle down to call my friends. i called nazirah,eshak,aidah nd also nina. i miss them like loadies! aint niting much to post though ause earlier in the morning,i already post like alot?! ahah! cante wait for tmr! meeting my fellow 4na8s!! OMG! so gonna be crazy (: ahaha! all must make it kays except for some that have their own reasons (: miss miss!! love love!! ahah! boyfriend boyfriend! i miss you like loadies! * misses * well,thats all for today i guess. take care! huggs nd kisses!

2006-12-03T04:39:00.000+08:00

now is like FREAKING 500 am (: nd im still awake,cante get to sleep. i miss TASHA! shes gone to malaysia nd will only be back by 15th december cause on the 16th,theres a wedding taking place. she asked me to attend it but err..,im not so sure! ahah. i cahnged my tagboard like AGAIN! well,i aint niting better to do,thats why! ahah! i miss BOYFRIEND. hes been busy with his stuffs nd we didnt meet for ready 1 whole bloody week,1 whole week! ahaha. nd its ready DECEMBER! OMG! results is coming soon! im dead. i really am. hmm., donte even know how is it going to be like. i really need to get through sec 5 if not,boyfriend going to SCREAM at me -bangs! my eyes are still WIDE open :P its my brother birthday today! hes 15th birthday.

DEDICATED TO HIDZIR (:

its your BIRTHDAY today (: ure 15 nd ull get ur IC soon! ahah! ure all grown up now. may you always make the right decision in life nd not the wrong ones. strive ahead cause you still have a long way to go. study hard kays. ull have my best wishes always. nd also my bestest support (: i love you my brother. love love! though we quarrel over stupid nd small little thinging,i'll always be there for you. remember that kays * smiles * take care kays.

DEDICATED TO AQILAH (:

well lala,i might not be blogging on ur birthday day so i guess i'll post it now. ure at last 16! best wishes of cause (: you stil have lots of joy nd happiness ahead of you (: ull pass ur n level,thats a for sure (: not to worry so much kays. i love you lots babe! love love ! though weve gone through lots of the bad times,we still have our good times. i'll not forget our good times that weve been spending (: ure like my bestfriend besides tasha (: i really love nd treasure you to buts nd pieces * winx * still thinking what to buy for your birthday. think think! ure always a princess to me kays. ice princess!!

going to make a surprise for my brother though later on. must get out of the house early in the morning to buy his ckae nd all the stuffs. mom is going to get the party hats nd all that thing. ive to go out early nd still! here i am blogging. ahah!before i forget!!

DEDICATED TO 4NA8!!

this monday,4th december,please donte forget to meet at civic macdonald by 330 pm kays. for those who cante make it like aidah,i'll msg you bout the details after the planning kays or eshak will do it kays. eager eager! i cante wait to meet you all after so long.

guess thats all for now,got to go cause i need to do some stuffs. take care all *muacks ! love love!

2006-11-30T21:50:00.000+08:00

went out fro awhile with my mom (: met lala nd tasha after that near the fitness corner near my house area. well,boyfriend. i donte even know whats going on now,FOR ALL OF A SUDDEN! im DUMB right now. serious. i cante even find him anywhere! hes lost or anything,i donte know. i cante even contact him. if you ever read my blog mr boyfriend,just want you to know that i'll always care for you nd also i love you! im feeling tired after editing my blog skin nd also been updating my friendster since just now. nd i just donte feel like blogging today actually. but,meeting lala nd tasha is niice! after so long. misses for you girls! theyre the cutest thing beside other that i have (: love love! got to end since im blank! take care.

2006-11-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

MARIAH CAREY
Yours

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

Tender love's what you're giving me and
You surpass all my fantasies and
I keep thanking the Lord above for
Blessing me with oh so much

Cause I know how it feels to be
part of you boy
Everyday of my life's so abundant
With joy
And I honestly never thought love
could be real
until the angels guided you to me

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

Lying with you so natural
I never knew this was possible
And it finally feels like my life has begun
now that I can share it with someone

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

Baby our love will always persevere
Anything you ever need,
You know I'll be right here and
You don't have to worry boy
I won't betray your trust
Because I'm so much in love
Every time your lips meet mine
It still feels like the first time
And if you lost everything
I'd keep on standing by your side
And boy it seems like everyday
I fall deeper in love
Because I can't get enough

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

Yours
Yours
Yours
Yours
Everything that you do's so amazing
Everything that you do's so amazing
Everything that you do's so amazing
Everything that you do's so amazing to me
Boy

You brighten up the moon and stars at night
You keep me seeing rainbows in the sky
You bring new meaning to my life, now
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours, yours

(Baby I believe in miracles
because I'm baby I'm forever yours.
I believe in miracles baby I'm forever yours)

i heard this song just now (: meant for my boyfriend (: you are the one whom really made me realise everything. you always try to brighten up my days no matter what. its all thanks to you. i love you darling.

2006-11-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

Check out this cartoon i made!

lil PRINCESS of her own style (:
Click here to make yours!

ahaha! had this thing done when i was watching my younger brother doing this doll. but this doll was my preferences (: my own LIL PRINCESS. princess princess!! ahaha. but theres this bubble that distrupting my doll! so hate it man! i simply cante remove that thing. make do with it kays. ahaha. didnt meet boyfriend today. maybe this wednesday or maybe tmr cause i need him to accompany me to buy presents! presents presents! i miss tasha lala!! * misses * lala nd i plan to meet this thursday! tasha!! please make it. im going bonkers without you two!! ahaha! ntg much la today so i guess till here for today! * kisses *

2006-11-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

woke up eraly in the morning at 8 am! OMG! had to wake up early cause i promised boyfriend (: at 830 am,he messaged me asking where am i. i called him back nd told him that im still at home but will go out later at arnd 9+ like that. but,i was late! but,his friend told me that he went home a moment cause he forgot smtng. then i waited for him till 1230 pm,he messaged me again asking where am i nd asked me to call him. called him then we talked for awhile then i went out straight after that. met him at padang dragon at arnd 1245-1 pm i think,not really sure of the time. went there to watch him play a soccer match. a friendship or smtng like that (: was crowded man. met him then we talked then he went off for warming up time! he put me under danials care (: danial was my baby-sitter for that moment only! ahaha! was funny cause when boyfriend was playing for his match,danial told me to shout for boyfriend nd say that i love him. when danial told me that,i remembered boyfriend says that when he scored 1 goal,he'll run nd look for me no matter what just to hugg me. ahaha! well,hes funny but still i love him lots. * muacks * watched the match nd other match quite long. was under the sun nd rain also. fun fun! boyfriend team WON both matches. actually they won by penalty cause during the match,both teams got the same score. so to find the winning team,penalty is the answer (: boyfriend kicked for the penalty nd it went in! ahaha. he kicked for both matches. his friends also kicked like duh. watching them play soccer is nice. they cooperate with each other so that they can play very well. thats what i love bout them. they donte just think bout themselves when playing. as a team is their thing. win or lose,still together. boyfriend nd team won 1st place for their age. forgot what its call though. ahah! they got medal nd a golden cup but the cup was kept by someone else. the medal is cute (: ahaha. that doesnt matter,what matter is that they enjoyed the game. then,they eat after everything was over. they ate under the blk. i accompany boyfriend. after they finished,they went for a bath. i waited for boyfriend nd his friends under the blk with some of his. was bored while waiting but it was ok (: everything is done nd all is ready to go ( we went off. we walked home. i walked with boyfriend nd azam. izzat walked with danial. boyfriend send me home then he went off to meet his friends while i go nd get my dinner. i really miss boyfriend cause its exactly 1 week that we didnt meet till today. i really love him lots. hes like the 1 whom complete me. though i nd him have been together for the 3rd time ready,this time,its like so different. but the feeling is great (: we really share our problems. he'll everytime ask if im feeling happy or stress or anything. no worries cause i always feel so happy being with him. nth matters as long as i get to be with him. love love! though we met just now,im so missing him right now. miss miss! miss darling so much. being with him is great. he may seem to be childish at times but yeah,hes a kind of boyfriend. hes childishness is alright but mine is worse. ahaha! he loves to make me feel eeeeeee! i tend to get angry or stupid at times but he'll give in to me. thanks thanks! i really feel like meeting him again nd now! but its kinda raining outside. so,maybe tmr or smtng i guess. hmm., i miss my classmates! i miss 4na8 to bits nd pieces. so long never meet them. miss the craziness in class! miss eveything. i miss mrs devan! my form teacher whom is so caring nd is always thinking bout us. shes the best teacher that understands all our feelings nd always helped us out. miss miss! wish to see them again nd as a class! wish wish! now,i want to make a call to boyfriend nd ask bout tmrs plan or anything nd it means im going to end my post for today (: take care everyone!

2006-11-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

have been feeling cranky for the last few days! OMG! i just dinte know whats happening right here. serious! have not been meeting up with boyfriend cause hes busy with his own stuffs but he never miss to call me,his girlfriend. i ofund happiness when im with him (: thanks boyfriend for everything! love you lots! he went for job interview today with one of his friend. wanted to meet him but im too late cause he already promise his friend. theres still tomorrow! we've been invited for our friend birthday party at eact coast tomorrow starting from 12 pm. boyfriend wanted to go but im half-hearted cause im still not too sure but ive just made up my mind not to turn up for the party cause i might just bump into my ex. so,we both are going to skip that party! but just want to wish HAIQAL A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY,SORRY CAUSE I CANTE TURN UP.MAY YOU ALL ENJOY TOMORROWS PARTY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! meeting boyfriend tomorrow after his prayers. he wanted to meet me up just now at 930 pm but im feeling lazy nd furthermore,im down with this freaking fever! ergh! even right now while im blogging,my eyes are feeling terribly pain. but still,i must at least update my blog if not it'll just turn to be a piece of rotting blog. going off to bed real soon though. i just wish to meet lala nd tasha right now. december is coming near! nd that means,my results are getting out real soon! i just want to pass. i want to pass real bad! also wish all of us to pass our n level nd go through sec 5 together! OMG! this is really freaking me out. lala nd my brother birthday is also drawing near! brothers is on the 3rd nd lalas is on the 5th. they are growing up! ahah! well,everyone do have to grow! ahaha! everything is like happening so fast. real fast till i donte know how to explain how fast its going. hmm. tomorrow i might not be blogging cause meeting boyfriend nd might be home late nd will be tired by the time. but i will update bout it some day when i blog again. now, i'll try not to miss blogging cause when i start to miss a couple of time,i might just forgot bout it all nd then the time will come when my nenek will come nd haunt me! ahah! just joking. shes caring okays! she my lovable nenek still nd thats forever lala. use to call her breast but we're grown ups! so nenek is better. ahah! i miss her curly wurly hair! they're so nice to look at man. shes special when it comes to hair. she'll win okays (: love her lots. hope shes okay with her lessons og ice skating. sure to enjoy it (: well,i cante take it nimore. guess i'll end it here (:

2006-11-20T16:27:00.000+08:00

back back!! ahaha! let me start to recap bout last weeks (: thursday thursday.. did ntg much though. waited for boyfriend to fetch me from home to go nd top up my prepaid only. followed him home after that cause he need to take his soccer stuffs cause he was going for soccer with his friends. he sent me home,we took cab. he insisted. friday,didnt meet cause he went for job-hunting with his friends. but he called me (: saturday! we met at arnd 3 at padang dragon,thats where he played for his soccer match (: waited for him to get ready nd all then we went off to woodland mart to take my brother school book. he need it so i took it for him. after that,we went to padang dragon AGAIN cause boyfriend got training. i accompanied him till 630 pm. after taht,we went home. he sent me back,thats always (: we talked,he talked to my mom also. at 1030 pm,we watched stay alive together with my sister nd brother. it ended at 1200 midnight. that movie was ok. i prefer step up though (: ahaha! boyfriend went home at 1245 midnight. but he didnt went home cause he went to meet up with his friends over at 419. he reached home at 345 then he gave me a call just to say that hes back nd is going for a shower 1st. he shower then he called me again nd we talked. that was already 450 am. we slept at 500 am. sunday! he didnt call me like usual. was worried for him cause its the 1st time he didnt call me. ahah! he only called at 12+ midnight. then i asked him where he go nd all that. he woke up only at 9 pm on that night then he went to meet his friends after shower nd dinner. ahaha. i asked him to study for his science paper cause just now was his science paper. its just a shading thing though (: till now,he still have not call me yet. just have to wait. cause he'll sure call me no matter what (; love him to bits nd pieces. but of cause i didnt forget the rest. i love you people put there too! muacks!! ahaha!! i miss my bestfriend!! tasha! i miss lala also!! my nenek! ahaha!

2006-11-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

i wanted to blog yesterday but i end my day quite late cause mr boyfriend was over at my house talking with me nd my mom. we had lotsa fun fun disturbing each other (: its like the 3rd time we're being together! my mom likes him too. i mean she approves me being with him. fun fun! actually i met him yesterday at 4 then at 435 we went to fetch my brother at school then he send us home but nd then,my mom invited him in for a drink nd stuffs like that. he taught my sister some english thing while i watched my PRINCESS HOUR 1st nd after that,they joined me (: then my mom had her dinner 1st. after she end her dinner,boyfriend nd me went on for our dinner. we had lotsa fun! after we had our dinner,we sat nd talk nd joke around (: he didnt even went for his soccer for my sake nd accompany me till 12 midnight. hes such a loving mr boyfriend. im loving him. then today he called me when he woke up then we talked. while we were talking,my mom wanted to go for lunch nd asked him along. i asked him to bathe nd everything then meet me at 7-11 over at woodgrove. i reached 1st cause my place is nearer. was about to go NTUC nd we saw his friends by right some of them is so my friend also (: haha! they talked bout soccer nd all that then my mom,him nd me went to NTUC to look for my mom stuffs. enjoyed being with him (: then after all that shopping,we walked home. he send me home,like duh! ahah! reached home at 730 pm then we talked,play this small soldiers together with my sister. ahah! its so great! fun! funny! ahaha! then this funny part came whereby he looked at my fingernails cause i just cut them short cause of him! argh! ahha! i told him not to look at them cause they look so short nd ugly but instead,he say that its good that i cut them short,they look nice (: nd i was like huh.. ahah! at 9 pm,he went off to soccer cause he missed it yesterday. he told me hes gonna call me if im not asleep but i donte know if hes calling cause he might be tired nd i prefer him to go off to bed if thats the case though. its nice being with him cause he really know me too well. i love you mr boyFRIEND (: love love! im feeling tired ready cause i didnt sleep well yesterday night nd my eyes are feeling weird so i think i'll end here nd will continue when im free nd got lots to share with you guys out there (: huggs nd kisses!

2006-11-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

yester my cousin ame over my house for raye! nd also my ex nd his 11 friends! i really enjoyed myself man! OMG! izzat nd shahril! ahaha. they disturb when im eating. the best part is when izzat,danial nd me made this syrup water with suger!! ahaha. end know something,its so delicious!! yum yum!! ahaha! nd raden was there also but i didnt recognise him! OMG! so malu. ahaha. its because he didnt put on his spec (: was fun. they are so funny! but i love them lots!! they went home around 1145 pm. we so had fun la. i cante stop saying that. ahaha! thats the thing. thanks for coming you all! hmm lets start on another thing now. my mr!! OMG! something was wrong between us ystrdy. nothing was right. we quarreled. thats 1 thing then another thing was he didnt want to reply my messages. its ok with me but im dying! like hello mr boyfriend!!! ergh!! im suffering ok. ure stress then how bout me. im more stress to see u stress. really. but i still love u no matter how stress u make me. forget bout it. i donte wish to be sad. i just want u to know that i do love u nd no one else my dear! i'll call u when we're feeling ok. take care! muacks to u my dear!!!

2006-11-09T12:54:00.000+08:00

nenek scold me ready!! must start to blog again!! ahaha! well,my nenek is lala (: if i never blog,shes gonna follow me everywhere i go! ahaha! she will disturb my tag board saying AMY!! BLOG BLOG!! ahaha. shes so funny la my nenek. but 1 thing for sure,shes a lovely girl. i love her lots! i also love tasha for sure! they are my sweetest girlfriend ever! NO other girls can REPLACE them even for once. hes back! ahah! im so over the moon!! yesterday i cldnt get to sleep! OMG! im alive again (: he called me the 1st thing nd im like how come. he called again nd it was really him!! i was like ARGH!!! so excited. he misses me nd i misses him. we truly love each other. i still keep his sweet messages that he send me yesterday (: 1st of all that i cante forget is to wish him happy belated 1 month anniversary. his reply was I TAU. I WANT U TO WISH ME 1ST. HAPPY BELATED ANNIVERSARY K SYG. LOVE U ALWAYS. MUACKS. then,i asked him if he truly love me nd his ans was YAR I REALLY LOVE U ALOT. I REALISED THAT I NEED YOU TO BE BY MY SIDE ALWAYS. this morning i was still not asleep at 6 am. he messaged me saying IF URE AWAKE,CALL ME K DEAR. SO SORRY CAUSE YESTERDAY I SLEEP READY. MORNING SWEETIE. he called me sweetie,its his 1st time calling me that though. ahah! at last the days are nomore. nd i really mean nomore. he wrote letters for me too. i really miss him! his mom talked to him ready. i hope that this kind of thing is not going to happen again mr boyfriend. you know i donte wish for it to happen again. i love u dear. u take care k when ure in camp. ure going off to camp by 10 pm right. hes my mr perfect! yupp,he is. now,everything is back to normal (: hmm.. now,im just waiting for my results day which was told might be on 18th december! wonder how is it going to be !! *worried* !! for all those ppl taking the results also,wish you guys the best! may we all pass with good grades nd go on to sec 5 together! yeah!! love you all! muacks! especially my dear!! (:

2006-10-30T11:09:00.000+08:00

so long never posT!! OMG! so missing blogging. well,im like so busy with stuffs like cleaning of the house,my room nd all that. damn busy! i donte even have time to go out nd buy my new handbag you know! ahaha. ok well,its 2 more weeks,2 MORE WEEKS!!! ahaha. well,have been going out for raye thinging with my family members! so collection!! ahaha. dad gave me $100! then add my raye money,its alot man! now,aiming to but my new hp since my 7610 was lost the other time. mom bought new hp ready. i haven meet my cousin by my mom side yet. i met all by my dad side ready though. but aint close with them so yar. cante wait to meet my cousin by mom side!! miss them lots. im lucky btw people. my dad reached spore 2 days before raye thats the reason why im talking bout going out raye. nd yar,i still have not got the photos from tasha yet so you all have to wait for me to get all of it then i can post it here!! wait ok! actually,im rushing but i still blog awhile. at least,its something! if not,my nanek,lala will scold! ahaha. well lala,here i am,blogging you know! ahaha. this friday,3rd of november,we,APS students are going to have this reunion? i think but what i know is they plan to jalan raye together. malyana says its like 2 classes people going out together? thats alot man! i cante imagine how is it going to be. hmmm.. wondering. cnfrm gerek!! ahaha. well,i gtg for now,will continue ltr on or smtng cause now,i must get ready to go out ready!! enjoy people going out with your family nd friends these days for your collection! btw,i forgot. tasha told me that nisa called her to ask bout the raye stuffs. i mean we CHR people going otut together. with iiena,nurul all. but im not really sure bout it. so yar.. i donte know. take care people!! see you some other time (: muacks to syg!!

2006-10-16T13:58:00.000+08:00

so long i didnt blog! ahaha. nd lala also was like where is amy!! ahaha. ure so weird. ahaha. well,have been going for the elective module since last wednesday. its a image consultant cause thats the course i opt for so yar.. the winning team with the highest points WILL WIN A MAKEOVER OF $550 PER PERSON IN THE GROUP!! issint it like WOAH!! nd now,our FAT group is leading (: yupp. ahaha. we're all eager but it doesnt mean that we'll win cause its not the end yet since we still have the catwalk nd stuffs to add up to our points to time to come nd its like only tmr? ahaha. our group are doing great. the members are tasha,lala,faezah nd me (: ahaha. we're so cooperative against each other. we do all our things as a whole group! great! okies,thats all bout it. nd yar,so much has happen though. raye coming soon people in how many days to come! excited?! well,im not really that excited though. really! nd this year 1st day colour is going to be green. girls using kebaya (: boys,normal. nth much though bout them. ahaha. hes going to be gone for a month. coming back 2nd week of raye. hope hes alright. been writing him letters. but will give it only when hes back home. yupp! love u my dear. erm yesterday!! i was like the only 1 fasting in my house. like hello!! went out in the aftrnoon with my family. went to look for the boys baju raye nd they got it ready! went to the salon to dye my whole hair cause the other time colour,my dad donte really like it. so,i went in the shop at arnd 520 pm then she started to dye my hair nd at 635 pm,the colour was like OMG! not the colour that we picked. nd 1 more thing,she started to blame GARNIER cause thats the brand that i use to dye before i went to the shop. hajo! then,she picked another colour,she say deep blond nd my mom say okies. nd so,started to do it all over again nd the time is like already 640 pm!! its ok. i asked my brother to but me a drink 1st cause i can ltr on when im done nd over with my hair. time to buke!! i drank water chesnut cause thats what i asked my brother to buy for me. aftr drinking,few minutes,its time to wash my hair. she took quite long cause she was applying some treatment thinging then she started to wash. wash wash wash!! done! she wipe my hair,blow it dry nd 1 moment,all of a sudden,she took out the hair straightener nd straighten my hair including my fringe nd i was like ohk. everything done! paid $60 cause thats the prie she says. then went im going out of the salon,she gave me 2 packs of hair colour shampoo nd i said thanks! its nice ok! ahaha. even my brother sayd its nice (: aftr that went to take 913 then go cwp to break my fast cause i haven eat. we went ljs (: my favourite!! done with the food,went bazaar to look for my hp cover but found none that i like. so,went to meet olie for awhile. aftr that,went back home nd yar. showed my mom nd dad the outcome. cause they left earlier when we were at the salon. nd everthing is fine. dad gave my earstud bought from TAKA. yeah,its nice. THANKS dad! love! tmr is the last day of my elective module,not counting the 1 going to BREEKS for dining etiqutte. ms wan is great teacher. so far,so GOOD!! love the FAT (: well;i want to go nd have a rest 1st. will update again soon ? yeah! take care. love you people!!

2006-10-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

specially for my rizal (:

hmm err.. wish you all the safety aite. donte worry bout anything,really! yes,im so worried bout you nd nothing else. hope that ure going to be alright. yes,you will for sure. hmm. i donte know why but this feeling of worried is just all of a sudden here to be with me. how i wish i could help you in some way or something but i just couldnt. why? why? hmm. can i help you in any way my dear? can i? i realy wish to help. really! *cries* im just worried for you. promise me that nothing will happen to you? i just wish you could (: ure my dearest dear. ure the best sayang. i love you baby,yes i do! now,u couldnt be by my side cause of whatever has taken place. but worry not,we'll meet like u told me earlier. i miss you. promise me that you'll take care of yourself aites. i know you can do it. praying that you can endure any problems. may your legs be stronger (: bad things will not befall you k cause i'll always be there to pray for you (: i'll call you if anything happen. nd i will for sure call you if i miss you kiess. plenty of love!!

hmm here i am again blogging. yesterday,rizal nd epul read my blog (: ahaha. im so happy cause at least my dear made it to read my blog. love you dear! sweet kn my story bout you,my dear? ahaha. beside my girlfriends nd family,EPUL,OLI nd RIZAL are just the sweetest thing that i ever have in my life (: they are nice people okies! i donte care bout what others think bout them cause i know that they are good people. they may seem bad but they're sweet people. very sweet (: i really mean it guys. now,since mr.boyfriend is going over to chai chee to stay with mom,i wish he could just read my blog every single day so that he knows what is going on. sayang,remember that you owe me a pizza! must give it to be kiess. its a promise remember (: ahaha. i just couldnt stop loving him. maybe im just crazy in love. ahaha. hmm,im fasting today but aint appetite to break my fast also ltr on. i just feel dead aftr what sayang told me. i couldnt stop worrying bout him. i donte know why but 1 thing i know is that im worried for him cause i really do love him (: muacks to my sayang! please take care ok sayang nd also to epul,do take care. donte worry too much (: hmph! feeling more sad nd aint any mood also. ergh! i think i'll stop here since im really not in the mood to blog any longer. will blog tmr or when im free (: take care! plenty of love!

2006-10-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

yeahness!! my n level are officially over! ahaha. the feeling is so nice but also sad. ahaha. hmm. on teh 9th Oct,we are having this talk on sec 5. they are telling us about the gap. yupp. hmm,actually,yesterday,i wanted to blog BUT aint time since i have to meet my sayang. hmm. yesterday was great (: i reached at the woodlands bazaar at 5 exactly! but know something!! sayang reached a lil late. he asked me to meet oli 1st at the stall so yupp,i went there 1st. after that,i went to cwp with my brother cause he need to get something from 77th street (: after he brought what he needed,we went back to the stall to meet my rizal! epul was there,rizal brother nd sis-in-law was there too (: i went off from there at around 6 cause i still got to go nd buy my break fast food. i bought chicken wing rice at the coffee shop! ahaha. before i went off from the stall,i met oli again to shake hand if not,hmph! he'll say " rbk ehk!nk balek,tk tau salam ehk." ahaha. my god-brother,thats him. ahaha. after i shake his hand,i went back to rizal to shake his hand then donte know what happen,rizal ask me to shake hand with oli a couple of times. ahaha. it was funny then epul saw nd he said " cium tangan sane abeh tk tau cium tangan sini pe" to me. ahaha. then rizal asked me go to epul. ahaha. then i go to epul shake his hand. ahaha. after all that,went to buy food,like i said earlier. hmm. then at night, i went online cause i needed i song. i saw shaiful online nd decided to asked him but too bad!,he aint the song. nd want to know something else!! ahaha. he say that im bad cause i link him but he donte even know that i owe a blog. ahaha! SORRY SHAIFUL!! didnt mean it (: ahaha. but then,now at least you know ready right. ahaha. then he ask me bout my rizal nd he asked me to take care of him (: ahaha. i know that cause tasha ready taught me how to treasure my bf. nd also kak liyana advice of only having 1 bf. thanks to you girls!! really.hmm tasha,i need to tell you something. i'll call you pretty soon gf! dyed my hair ready but dying another colour soon! this time,the colour got to be the same as my bf cause we both are going to dye it together (: though our holidays are on,we still got school cause we need to attend our courses. we paid for it! ahaha. mom might want to meet rizal tmr!! ahaha. but still not too sure. but no worries cause rizal also cante wait to meet my mom. ahaha. well,i miss RIZAL!! ahaha. hes having fever while im having flu. you'll get well soon k my dear (: i'll always pray for your safety. you donte worry too much bout me kiess. when ure tired,do get a rest!! donte neglect ur health cause klau ure sick,whos worried? me also! i know he wonte be reading all these but still i hope he will 1 day (: its ready 6 right now,another 57 minutes to break fast. wondering what will we eat today. hmm,tmr will meet rizal (: i,amelea love rizal lots nd lots! hmm.. ive no regret accepting him as my bf,really sayang! thanks for the love uve been giving me nd which u say u will continue to give me. thanks for the care nd concern also (: baby,i love u nd i'll never let you go. muacks!! okies,guess i got to go nd help my mom out with the dining table (: to those muslim,SELAMAT BERBUKE PUASE AT 657 pm (:

2006-09-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

my n level is here again in 2 days time people!! everyone is studying hard for it (: yeah,me too. physics!! haiz..i donte know how am i going to study it cause i donte even know a single thing. trust me. even my friends donte even understand a single thing. but,i'll try my best to study it on my own. thats what we always do. yupp! ahaha. well,ystrdy quarrelled with sayang. ahaha. but guess what,its over a small thing. but in the end,he says sorry to me. met him while going home. i was with tasha while he was with epul!! ahaha. ltr on,meeting him. cause im going to buy my art stuffs for this coming friday,6th of october. tasha!! thanks again! ure the best. but not forgetting nina nd aidah also. thanks for cheering me up ystrdy (: love u girlfriends!! kisses for u girls!! ahaha. im in my best of mood right now (: really. ahaha. hmm.. wondering what to buy ltr on for my break fast. yupp! cause my bro didnt fast nd my mom cannot fast cause shes still on confinement (: yupp. thinking of buying the blueberry drink again (: hmm!! ahaha. still got 20 mins to go before i go out!! ahaha. still not ready yet (: ahaha. but im wearing green top with pink pants. yupp. feeling lazy though but still wish to go out. ahaha. nd yar. 1 more week nd school ends!! ahaha. but ystrdy ready,tasha say last day of studying school. ahaha. shes excited i guess. aahaha. tasha! tasha! ahaha. now i guess evryone knows what happen that day. ahaha. bout the mad thing. ahaha. oklah till her i guess. im running out of time. ahaha. but before i end,ALL THE BEST TO PEOPLE TAKING N LEVEL ND O LEVEL!!DO YOUR BEST (:

2006-09-28T15:10:00.000+08:00

5th day of fasting (: have been fasting! yeah. ahaha. hmm yupp. yesterday went for night art class. met nina at 435 then we went to bazaar at cwp (: we went around 1st since we had to wait for tasha. while walking around the bazaar,went to look for sayang brother stall. at last! saw it. but only jepon nd oli is there. sayang,epul nd the reat is still not there but they were on their way there. sayang told me that. ahaha. bought water from there though (: den at 6,nina nd me went to ljs to buy our food for ltr on for breaking of fast (: went to school nd reach there 5 min before 7. there were lots that turn up. farhannah nd lala were there too (: yupp. we all enjoyed being there since we all break our fast together (: its nice! ahaha. tasha nd me went home at around 845 i guess. yupp. i met rizal,my sayang then waited for tasha (: rizal wanted to send me home but i said its ok since im going back with tasha (: reach home at around 1005,called rizal then bathe. watch tv till 11 cause was watching this 1 chinese drama on channel u. after it end,called rizal telling him im off to bed since i was feeling tired. then,i went off to bed nd thats it. ahaha. take care (:

2006-09-26T16:21:00.000+08:00

hmm..,2nd day of fasting (: nina called me to tell me bout liyana's blog. so yupp,i went to her blog to read. i read every single word from the lastest post. theres post bout me,nina,nurul,tasha. so,liyana,ure saying me a kpo is it? just cause i read your blog. like hello,im not anything,im just recalling what you said. ITS A FREE WORLD,so,i can blog what i want nd i can whoever blog i like. i donte always read your blog BTW. i only read it when tasha or nina asked me to read when they want me to know something. so,is it wrong? i donte care if you want to read my blog or tag stupid things like you once did. so yar. i didnt take revenge or what at you. the thing is,you donte undrstnd,do you liyana? bout the kotex thing,its a DARE thing once again. like i told you,its up to you to believe me or not. it doesnt really matter to me. but FYI,its a DARE thing. get it? i hope you do. yupp. nd also,thanks for your advices askign me to stay at home nd having only 1 guy by my side. yes,now im always at home (: hope ure glad. nd also,yes,now im only attached to 1 guy nd no one else (: hope ure glad bout that too (: nd btw,u aint any right to ask me to shut up. my post bout you nd hariyana,should i delete? or should not,is up to me. "My blog, my say, mind your own business." i guess,you know how i get this from. im not trying to be anything. i post bout it cause nina told me everything. if you realise something,i didnt post bout the part where you laugh at hariyana cause of failing or something. want to know why i didnt post bout that is cause i didnt know bout that. i post bout the hair swinging is cause nina ready told me the whole story. if you want to say some more then im telling you that you aint any right to blog bout me. issint it fair? what do you think? its really is up to you. hmm,im kinda feeling tired of always blogging at times. yes,i really do. cause i know by blogging or anything,it doesnt solve anything but it might just get worse. i know! hmm. but liyana,really thanks for those advices you gave me on your blog. donte worry,i'll heed all of it cause i still do respect you. really. thanks liyana

2006-09-22T15:46:00.000+08:00

back here at last! OMG! so much has happened between the days when i didnt blog! haiz!!! you people should think la before saying others! hmm. nurul darling! relax kies! donte care bout all those BULLSHITS la. nothing better to do i guess. you should know her. fasting month are here,so,just ignore her la. i hope ure feeling okies! i saw ur post nurul darling. its damn hurting like u say. i think she have got too much time thats why shes going around finding fault with people for nothing! ahaha. so,to NURUL,KAK HARIYANA,NINA,TASHA,FARAH,IIENA donte bother bout her. she always point out people mistakes BUT, have she ever think of her own mistakes?!?! or erm..mayb shes PERFECT that she aint any mistakes?? maybe la. ahaha. BUAT APE NAK LAYAN LIYANA,BIAR ALLAH YANG URUSKAN DIE.

TO LIYANA ORETH

im not trying to be rude or what but the way you email nd talk to nurul is way to rude. you remember the KOTEX incidence? im sure you do right. very sure. how do you feel? hurt? or anything you felt on that very day. btw,thanks for asking GOD to have mercy on my soul. im saying this because i knew that you cried just because you received the KOTEX. i cannot believe that a 17 year old girl couldnt even take such a small thing. pity you liyana. hope you'll get stronger soon. real soon okies! yupp. just how do you want people to treat you? people talking nicely,respecting you OR people saying fuck,cibai,kanina to you? im so sure you want people to treat you the positive way right? i just hope that all these quarrel between you nd my girls will solve soon. i just hate to see my girls being kutuk by you. why did you asked nurul to go back to johor wear tudung? if she really did,does it even bother you? will you celebrate or congrats her? no right. so,just please,pretty please mind your own business. nd also,at least johor is a prefect place whereby people can change their image/attitude nd have more believe in GOD. rather than you? huh! ckp jek psl GOD! but still wear short skirts,pkai ketat2 then pegi ngaji nd not forgetting klau you really are in GOD,would you act the way you do to your mr BF? i mean smooth? hugg dpn org smue nd all that. come on la girl,think before you shoot okies. nd also,why do you think that we aint the right to talk bout GOD but then you do? FYI,nobody does have the right to tell people that they aint any right to talk bout GOD. as if ure so perfect bout knowing all bout GOD? hmm. tha other day when we quarreled on msn,you told me that you pray then why now ure saying that you are learning? i just donte understnd that part,really! pray huh? theres prayer time at around 7-7+ right? sembahyang maghrib. im wondering if you really are praying,then how come you got time to go zouk instead of praying? really wonder. hmm.. nd why donte you let tasha wear the earrings that her mom bought her? mind you!,its her mom whom bought it for her. fancy calling her a bitch for wearing short skirts to school? so lame! ahaha. if her mom didnt say anything or whatever then why should you? you got the right? nope,i donte think so. its just tasha being herself,HERSELF!! bout you saying the minah nd mat reps.. hmm.. why do you care? does it bother you? does it kills you? no right! its their life,for GOD sake la liyana. i just hope that you'll stop all this. like you say that ure already 17 nd you donte like to seek trouble. so,just stop all this once nd for all. nd FYI we are really tired of you. really! nd also saying kak hariyana hair bugs you when it swing. does it even bother you? who in the world asked you to look at her hair swing?no one right. or ure making the issue cause ure jealous that your hair cante swing? is it? we respect you the other time but i donte think we all do right now. really! just leave nurul nd blade alone! please! thay are happy the way they are right now! they are meant. so what if nurul wants to marry blade? does it even bothers you? no right! so what if nurul go jam with her mr BF? so what?!? its normal for a punk princess to go jam. donte make an issue la out of it. please ok! just concentrate on ur Os nd we'll concentrate on our Ns. is it that difficult to like just stop all the nonsense? is it liyana,is it? think bout it.

im so confuse why must she do all this? really. haiz. lets not talk bout it ready. ahaha. fasting month is here ready in 2 days time. BERTAUBAT la skit. hajo! school are doing quite ok though. N level is like in 2 weeks time. yupp. study hard girls! you all can do it. nurul,give us your support k (: love nurul loads! nd of cause la my other girls! muacks!! huggs!! we must all fast ok (: lets hope that we can all endure whatever things that might just come nd bother us aites.

TO JESSICA ND SHAREN

FYI,i just donte understnd what you both are trying to do. really! jess,i thought i told you not to call me anymore. please do stop for once! sharen! a mix huh?! mix? hmph! think la before you wanna lie. now,we already know that ure not even a mix,ure just pure indian. nd jess,i donte even know if ive been talking to you all those times on the phone. i swear! ergh! you both just aint niting better to do also is it?! is it?! argh! please END all your nonsense! pretty please! thanks!

2006-09-19T12:40:00.000+08:00

kinda busy. so,i might not be blogging for some time. yupp! guess what! yesterday watched this ghost story with them! omg! ahaha. its kinda scary la,really! ahaha. they startled when the ghost all of a sudden came out from nowhere! you people should watch it! really! hmm. things so far till here is fine (: hmm. 2nd October!! coming soon! is my n level! ahaha! lets study hard people! i miss school nd my mates! ahaha. yes! almost forgot bout the muffin! its nice you know. ahaha. thanks to those! yupp! ahaha. i know,you know who are the people (: ahaha! tomorrow having a class photo. must bring tie! nina nd hui lin remind me just now. nd i reminded tasha! ahaha. must bring ok tasha nd my other classmates! its a must! get all your hair nd stuffs ready! ahaha. nd also! all must come ok! ahaha. ok,im feeling so happy! yupp! ahaha. thats all i guess for now! will blog another day if im not going to blog tomorrow aites! take care!

2006-09-12T16:35:00.000+08:00

stress! stress! argh! ahaha. i just read what he postes for me in my msn sapece. no wonder hes been asking " you got receive any comment at msn space? " from there,i thinked that he did posted me a comment nd yupp he did! when i read it,i went to his space nd posted a comment in return to him. yupp! nd want to know what he poted me ? here it goes

hi!!!!!!!!!

nahhhhhhhhhhhh

i masih tak leh lupekan seh yg psl masih tu nye hal.ishhhhhhhhh.btl2 sedih.hmmm.i harap u tak ingat2 kan lagi ah.alahhhhhhhhhh.2 b honest i memang btl rindu kat u, bile u nk jumpe ahem fhm2 ah oklah nk jumpe zul i rasa khuatir entah tak tau asl.hmmmm. :(
all the best in ur N Level n everythin u do.......

yupp,thats what he posted to me in my msn space. hmm. i donte know what is happening also. haiz. lets not talk bout this nimore! argh! making me go bonkers! ahaha. nd now,bout my friend rizal! haiz. another 1 la this 1. donte know what to say ready also to him! i just hope that he'll listen through 1 day nd will know what to do. really hope so! your mama is worried my dear friend nd so is your brother. donte run aites. just donte. hmm whatever it is,i'll be here to listen to your problems ok. donte run away from problems cause they'll keep on going after you for sure! hmm i guess i'll stop here since ive got to do a testimonial for mrs deven. donte know what to write. ahaha. but will write it for sure,send it to mrs devan email! yupp! see you people around! take care. love!

2006-09-10T21:42:00.000+08:00

been busy these past few days that e why i didnt really blog. tomorrow is school! hmm. wonder how is school going to be tomorrow. on tuesday watching monster house with zul,sharen,tiara nd might be other people too thats coming along. not sure. i want HIM to come along but hmm nah.. i donte know la. im just missing him to bits nd pieces. hope hes doing well. we're chatting right now on msn. he does message me at night. yupp. happy to receive his messages nd all. im serious! still loving him! argh! okies,lasy few days,erm.. was busy helping my mom cleaning the house nd all thatsince she cante really do all the stuffs by herself. yupp,thats it! hmm. im glad for tomorrow! school! school! ahaha! lots of things do happen between these few days. nd i mean alot! alot! im kinda tired though right now.

nd ive got to do this lame thing cause of iiena! ahaha.

1) single,taken or crushing?
- for now,single.
2) are you happy with your life now?
- hmm not really for now
3) when u meet the right person,will you fall in love with him fast?
- only when i really knows him that well.
4) have you had your heartbroken?
- yupp.
5) do you believe there are circumtances where cheating love is acceptable?
- what do you think.
6) would you take someone back if he/she cheats on you?
- if hes more trustworthy
7) have you talk to another person about marriage before?
- yupp! thats a sure thing.
8) do you want childrens?
- yupp,its a must. ahaha.
9) how many?
- twins? a boy nd girl.
10) would you consider adoption?
- if i cante give birth,yupp.
11)if someone likes you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his/her feelings?
-it depends on him.
12) do you enjoy getting into relationship?
- if its a worth it 1,yupp.
13)be honest,what did you and ur ex did?
- err..lots! ahaha. for me to know nd you people to find out.
14)do you believe in love in first sight?
- not really. but most of the times,yupp.
15) are you romantic?
- hmm,not sure?
16) do you believe u can change someone?
- it depends on the person.
17)if you could married somewhere,where would it be?
- by the beach.
18)do you easily give in when u are fighting?
- nope,not at all.
19) do you have feelings for someone rite now?
- yupp.
20)have you ever wish u could have someone but u messed it up?
- nope.
21)have you broken a heart?
- yupp,just yesterday.
22) one day if your bestfriend fell in love with he/she that you deeply in love with,what would you do?
- me nd my bestfrind would sit nd talk bout it nd we'll decide.
23) are you missing someone right now?
- yupp.
Now you have to ask your 5 friends to do this survey on their blogswrite down their names in the list below.tag them in their blog to let hem know.and DON'T stop doing this survey going around.it made ppl occupied. =) GET STARTED!and the LUCKY 5 ppl are:
*aqilah
*natasha
*felicia
*ary
*jocelyn

2006-09-06T15:33:00.000+08:00

woke up late! its like OMG! ahaha. suppose to go out at 945 am but guess what,i woke up at 10. i then rushed to the bathroom. after all that,went out at 11 am. ahaha. met nina then went to math class. nisa,aidah,anand,crow,esh,ting yuan nd hui li also there nd of cause ms leow,my math teacher. yupp,. study all the way to 1 pm then went back home straight. yupp. thats all. ahaha. im like feeling tired,so i guess till here my post today. take care.

2006-09-05T17:19:00.000+08:00

people! my n level really was like wow! ahaha. so fast sia! ahaha.yesterday had my malay paper 1 nd paper 2. was ok. i think the papers was much easier then our prelim paper. i swear! really. can do it. yupp. after my papers,went home then bathe nd change then went out to study. was suppose to go with zul nd tiara but tiara couldnt make it till the last minute cause her daddy. yupp. but guess what! someone else came instead. it was my ex,yat from admiralty secondary school. something happen when we're all there though. was a sad thing really. he cried,no idea why but all i know was that he cried. yupp. i went home after that cause i couldnt take it nimore. i cried. really! it was so sad nd madening! argh! what the! reach home at around 730 like that. yupp. then all of a sudden,something which i didnt expect it to happen did actually happen. yat message me! really. i cried when i saw his message. he cried too while messaging me. hmm. its over by the way! so over. yupp. we're not even contacting each other nimore. not at all. ok,im mad actually with someone. he! hes the one whom made my use-to-be sayang real mad. really! i swear if you do that again,i'll kill you to bits nd pieces. i mean you knew how much i lurve yat but how could you do this. why?! ergh! im so mad with you! really. how i wish i coukd kill you right now luckily its an offence if i would to kill someone. im really pissed off with you! really! donte ever let me see you again! hmph! u really spoil my day! its like day by day you know! please la stop doing all this. i treated you like my bestfriend but you! you spoilt everything! how could you. i thought you were really that good. i mean i thought you wonte hurt your own friend. i donte mind if you have hurt me but why must you hurt my use-to-be sayang. i really hate you for this! to bits nd pieces. nd now what,you like my friend! what the! i donte mind but you already know that my friend lurves someone else so,stop all your stupid wild bloody imagination bout my friend. she belong to someone else! grow up la! ergh! so pissed! nd know something! she knows that you like her nd she say " stop it la!" so,please,like im begging you,donte disturb me nd my friend already! get your own life please! nd 1 more thing,STOP caling my friend hp. she donte like it a single bit! so please ok. pretty please la. just do your own thing. really! stop calling nd asking stupid things nd saying stupid things. ergh! this is like the 1st time someone really piss me off. nd thats you! ure just a toot! 1 kind of a toot! really! i guess that ure happy now that yat is doing all this. hes feeling down ok! just donte upset him again! please! ok,postign bout all this is making me more mad nd mad at you! i guess till here. take care.

2006-09-03T19:56:00.000+08:00

its kinda night ready,its 755 pm. nd now only i just get to use the computer, hmm.. ahaha. well had a long chat with tiara nd yar. had a great chat though. yupp. really! ahaha. miss sayang!! really. haven been chatting with him for so long. i mean two days. yupp. but im missinh him like crazy. hmph! feeling tired now. i think i wanna make a move now. yupp. update later on then. take care people!

2006-09-02T15:42:00.000+08:00

heys! haven been updating for 2 days. yupp! erm.. was busy for the last 2 days. on thursday,went to the hospital nd came home only at 11+ to 12 i think. cant really remember. was tired that day but didnt sleep till 4 am then i woke up at 930 am on friday morning. friday didnt went to the hospital cause was very tired. clean up the house,went out for dinner at 7 pm at kfc. hmm. saw izzat! yeah! ahaha. didnt realise till he called out my name. yup. sayang.. hmm. i donte know la. hes kinda moody for the last few days. messaged him but didnt call him. we're both online on different timing. hmm. let it be for the time being i guess. its better. i need to sort out my thinking too. i guess he needs too. yupp. today! im damn tired! really. ahaha. mom is home today! im so happy! a sister once again! ahaha. ok,im crazy. ahaha. right now,feeling miserable,heartbroken! really. btw,i just want to say thanks to zul nd tiara for the help! really lotsa thanks! i really appreciate it (: hmm.. talked to khairi nd fearghus on the phone yesterday night or should i say early in the morning at around 1+ am i guess. nothing much though. now,i just hope that everything will be alright soon,real soon! nd also,monday,4th september is my 1st paper for n level that is my malay paper. nd best wishes for the people which is taking n level also! must do your best aites! aites,thats all i guess. take care people!

2006-08-30T21:23:00.000+08:00

back at last! went to simei with my whole family. after that,went to peninsular to look for my brother rock-climbing shoe. yupp. i bought new slipper! then we went home. saw zul,amirul nd their friends at marsiling mrt. but sayang not there. hmm. miss him lots. didnt talk to him,never chat on msn also. mom! hope shes gonna be alright! nina! thanks (: ahaha. will inform you bout her. nd also thanks again. i mean for wanting to inform mrs devan! lots of thanks! just wait for my message aites! must be patient nina! ahaha. we'll go together ok to meet her. maybe with felicia. i haven inform her yet. but i will tell her cause she also want to see. u know what i mean nina. ahaha. i told tasha already. hmm... im inpatient nina! ahaha. excited seh! ahaha. cant imagine hoe fun its going to be with us going there together. hmm.. 1 day going with nina nd my friends nd other day going with sayang! how nice that is.

2006-08-29T18:55:00.000+08:00

heys! here again. hmm. school was alright. really. met sayang nd zul. they fetch me at vista point. yupp. went to lunch then we went to study math! believe it or not. i really went with them to study MATH!! ahaha. we studied at civic library. we studied quite lots. was fun. lotsa people was there too at the library. it was kinda a busy day i guess. everyone was studying there. then we wait for sayang nd zul's friend at he library. she came but then.. hmmm. you people should see how she looked like. serious! she once liked my sayang but that was when. heard she quarrel with sayang yesterday. hmm. then when i was talking to sayang nd zul,she turned nd looked at me nd sayang. guess what! her face. OMG! she was jealous? hmm. maybe? i donte know la. ahaha. but it was ok. really! i donte mind cause sayang is mine (: ahaha. i got to know that the girl is a emotional girl. its ready her like that. thats why i donte really mind. hmm. then.. at 4.30,we went home. we walked home all the way from civic library to my house. then,under blk 425,theres this group of boys. didnt know them at all. strangers. the way they talked was so funny. it was some kind of baby voice. i guess they were playing around with each other. then sayang nd zul went back home after they send me home. theyre going to study still at woodlands mart till night. that was what sayang told me. i really lurve my mr boyfriend!

2006-08-28T19:08:00.000+08:00

heys people! hmm. everyday seems to get more worse or shall i say more complicated? hmm. wondering whats gonna happen next. really! everything is so DIFFERENT. its not how it use to be like. now its seems to be more weird? chaos? hmm. maybe its all in one. just now in school was quite fine till 1 ver part. ok. it goes like this. i gave liyana a kotex style. ita a DARE thing. serious! she told me she cried,i hurt her nd all that. come on la. i mean yeah. cant you remember how much youo hurt others feelings? saying bout the education? life? hope? cant you rmember all that. i think you still does. yeah you do. i donte mean to rake up the past or something. but i heard you mummy is involve. nina told me so. nd i also heard that nina told you something else. hmm. i should say nina twist the story? hmm. i really donte know whats happening here. so confused with the whole thing. BUT get this right. i gave you the kotex thing as a DARED thing. i told you everything. up to you but im telling you the truth nd nothing else. all we can do now is to meet up with each other in school nd settle all once nd for all? yupp. i guess that is it. got to go now. will post again later on. will! cause i still got lots to post bout today (: